Aiks. I just cant believe your gone.To be honest, I Still Love You. I still love you ALOT. I still remember what did u said to me last time. BUT when i realized that everything was just a lie, my heart broke into million pieces:(
Those days without you are meaningless. I am forcing myself to think that everything will be alright. But NO! I Cant Do It! :( Your the best thing ever happened to me, but to you i am NOTHING at all.
Well, Everything is over. i have to accept the fact and live with it. Since there's no more you and me, It's time I let you go,So I can be free And live my life how it should be No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you. I try to talk to you, but I don't know what to say. I am afraid you don't want me to say anything. So I don't. But inside of me there are words waiting to come out.And tell you how I feel-like how I miss you. And how I love you despite my broken heart.And how I need you in my life. And especially how much I want you.But those words may forver stay in my heart-locked inside. Time will make you forget me but time make me love you more than before.
I hate to see the one I love happy with somebody but I surely hate it more to see the one I love unhappy with me.Soo, I am trying my best to let go and i hope i can do it. Forget the times he walked by, Forget the times he made me cry, Forget the times he spoke my name, Remember now i am not the same. Forget the times he held my hand, Forget the sweet things,Forget the times & Don't pretend, Remember now he's just my friend. I will know that I love someone when I want him to be happy,Even if that means you're not a part of their happiness.
I cried when I knew I lost you, afraid I had lost it all.Then I realized that losing you, didn't have to mean I lost me.
One day you will seek love and be sorry that you threw mine away.
My heart only fought for what it wanted. Now my heart is having to fight to let him go.
Now that I have loved so purely and deeply,I have realized how lonely I really am.
Some people think that it's holding on that makes one strong; sometimes it's letting go.
You have to forgive to forget,and forget, to feel again.
Don't ever give up if you still want to try, Don't ever wipe your tears if you still want to cry. Don't ever settle for an answer if you still want to know.Don't ever say you don't love him if you can't let him go.You said you didn't want to see me get hurt,so does that mean you closed your eyes when I cried?Don't say we're not right for each other,the way I see it, we're not meant for anyone else.If the truth was told instead of a lie, then the pain would go away sooner and not hurt as much.It really hurts when you expected so much morefrom the person you once loved so much.I wish I was a kid again,because skinned knees are easierto fix then broken hearts.
Oftentimes we say goodbye to the person we love without wanting to. Though that doesn’t mean that we've stopped loving them or we've stopped to care. Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say I love you.It's like my mind knows what's right but my heart is being retarded and still cares,If tears could build a stairway on memories alone,I'd walk right up to Heaven and bring you home again. Ask me how many times my heart has been broken and I will tell you to look in the sky and count the stars.
I wish I had the guts to walk away and forget about what we had.But, I can’t because I know you won't come after me, and I guess that's what hurts the most.
Loving you was easy, losing you was hard. Loving you is still easy, but knowing you are no longer mine,is the hardest of it all.If you could choose between life and death you would almost rather die,love is fun but hurts so much the price you pay is high.And so I say don't fall in love, you will get hurt before your through.You see my friend, I ought to know,I fell in love with you.
I thought I'd forget you, but I guess I forgot to.You hurt me more than I deserve,how can you be so cruel?I love you more than you deserve,why am I such a fool?
It's amazing how you make your face just like a wall, how you take your heart and turn it off,how I turn my head and lose it all.Every few nights or so you pop into my dreams,I just can't get rid of you like you got rid of me.Days continue to pass, stars continue to shine. Why do I have tears in my eyes todaywhen he was NEVER mine?If I could be anyone at this moment, I'd be her so you'd love me too.Should I smile because he's my friend,or cry because that's all he is?
Love that we can not have is the one that last the longest, hurts the deepest and feels the strongest.When you're near it seems that I took you for granted, but now that distance is between us,it made me realized that your love has been a part of my life.
Nobody said it was easy; it's such a shame for us to part. Nobody said it was easy... no one ever said it would be this hard.
The hardest thing i've done is acting like i hate you,when really i love you more than you will ever know.You'll never understand why I hurt so muchbecause you're not the one who is crying,you're not the one who is left behind,you're not the one who loved too much, and you're not the one who is holding on to someone who is gone...
You don't have to let it slip away but you want to,I don't want to let it slip away but I have to.
Love is hard to get, but harder to let go.I understand that with loves comes pain, but why did i have to love so much?
The worst feeling in the world is giving all the love i have and knowing it will never be returned.Its hard to pretend i love someone when i don't but its harder to pretend that i don't love someone when i really do. Deep in my heart, I'm suffering, knowing that I've lost you.On the outside, I'm living, pretending that I've forgotten you.I just want one day to go by where I'm not pretending I'm happy.
To be continue....
Got To Go!
byeee, nightss.
With Love,
Yvonneyiizy,
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