Serendipity ;: I want to be with you ;

Haihs. I hate you but i love you. Things happened again. It hurts when this is happening. I am sick and tired of everything. I dont know what to do. Should i give up? But I can't live without you. Somehow,I cried alot for you. I dont know why. Maybe i just love you too much. I really care about you. I never knew i love you this much. But everytime you only know how to make me disappointed and sad. Tell me baby,tell me what can i do to be that one person you dream about, that one person you constantly think about, that one person you cant live without.. tell me please.. I may not be the perfect girl that you wished for when you were a little boy, but i'm willing to be perfect just for you. I'm afraid of losing you for the rest of my life. Dont leave me alone please. I dont want anything but i just want to be with you. Everything i have in this world and all that i'll ever be;it could all fall down around me,just as long as i have you right here by me. I thought of you today but that was nothing new. I thought of you yesterday and the day before that too. It doesnt take a special day to bring you to my mind. For a day without the thought of you is very hard to find. Somewhere, someone is dreaming of your smile and finds in your presence that life is worthwhile. So if you get lonely, remeber that it is true. That someone somewhere is thinking of you. Where are you baby? I miss you so much. We didnt chat for four days and it's almost one week d. Ahhh, this is killing me. A day without you is meaningless. Wherever you go, whatever you do, you know i love you from my heart i really do. I will be waiting,always. Whatever it takes,whatever's at stake, you know I'll be right here, right here always waiting for you. In fact, there's so much i want to say. But i just want you to know that

I Love You With All My Heart baby.

You're mine and I'm yours.

Today i teman my aunt to go Sungai Wang to get her colour contact lens. Then we went OU to shop. I bought a few tops and two short pants from topshop, zara and forever 21. I also bought some colourful hairbands from mini toons and two purse from Roxy AND my aunt paid everything for me.Thanks AUNT, I LOVE YOU! You rocks to the max. ;) After that, we were damn freaking hungry and we can't stand anymore so we went Sushi Zanmai for our first meal of the day. Oh yeah! I went to S&J and i almost cry when i reach there. Guess Why? Because someone had bought my DOLPHIN FLOWERS and now left last one. Haihs. Honestly, i want it badly. BUT i cant get it........... haihs. We have to rush back home before 8pm bcause of her lovely boyfriend need to attend his friend's birthday party.While we were rushing, suddenly my mummy give me a call and she orders me to buy dinner for my family. Oh gosh, this really makes me exhausted. Well, even tho this is tired but it's worth it. ;)

Alright, this holiday is going to end soon and guess what is coming soon? Last Term EXAM! Oh my god, i didnt even touch my books and i really got no time at all to study is because of i went back to my hometown, Sarawak with my family from mon till fri during holiday. I dont want to follow them but they dont allowed me to stay so they forced me to follow them. They said children cant stay at home alone. It's dangerous. So i HAVE to listen to them. It really make me damn freaking pissed off at them. Urgh, thanks very much mummy and daddy. Dont blame me if i fail my exam. :/ oh well, actually its not all my parents' fault bcause i brought some of my books back to my hometown so that i can study. BUT guess wad did i do? NOTHING besides shopping, on9-ing ,sleeping and play with my baby cousin. I rather waste my time for doing some stupid thing but i dont want to study.OMG, I'm useless weih. Seriously,Im dead. This really makes me damn freaking stress. I think i better go study now if not i'm very sure that i will fail for last term exam. -_- Oh yeah, i made some mugs for my friends' birthday present and some keychain for my darlings from my aunt's shop * pick and pack* at Kuching, Sarawak. It's really nice. I hope you guys will like it.I made one mug which is full of DOLPHIN picture for myself too. ;)

(Anyways,For people who live in Kuching, Sarawak , if u want to make ur own mugs,keychain and so on. You can visit this customizeyourgifts.blogspot.com and customize ur own gifts. Thanks. (; )

Pictures ;

Outing with my aunt Elaine Yii Yih Yie.

Forever 21.